An 85-year-old resident at a nursing home in Melbourne said she wakes up every day disappointed to be alive because of the city's lockdown.
"I know I'm here until I die so every morning when I wake up I think, 'damn I've woken up'," Merle Mitchell told the Aged Care Royal Commission on Monday.
"I'm sure if you really ask most people here, they would all say they would rather be dead rather than be living here."
The months of isolation are meant to protect resident, but commissioners heard Australia now has one of the worst death rates in the world for aged care residents as 68 per cent of all Covid-19 deaths here are in aged care.