Eleanor Black talks with Alison Jones, a professor in Te Puna Wānanga, the School of Māori and Indigenous Education, at the University of Auckland and author of the newly released memoir and her insight on Māori-Pākehā relations.
Why did you want to write the book?
The book is a story
about how I came to the point of making Māori-Pākehā relations a real interest of mine, not just in terms of academic work but in terms of my whole life.
Friends said, 'I find your approach really useful, because you're not really angsty and uptight about [Māori-Pākehā relationships].' I wanted to speak to Pākehā who were interested in those relationships but not quite sure how to think about them.
Do you think many Pākehā fear making mistakes when engaging with Māori? With different world views, there can be communication issues.
Pākehā are really hung up on the idea that we're making mistakes and we don't want to be wrong. We have this terrible anxiety, which is a kind of guilt. I think that's really an unhelpful way to look at it. Once you've done some good reading, once you have a real sense of your history in this place and manage to sit with that and accept it as it has been and as it is – without having to excuse it, or feel paralysed by it – that gives you a confidence to be in decent relationships with Māori without feeling, 'I am going to make a mistake.' That comes out of almost a self-pity: 'Oh, I'm never going to get this right, it's not possible to get this right.' Well, we just have to be our own real selves, informed by our history and our ability to face that history and not carry it around like some ghastly burden. I think a lot of Pākehā look to Māori for their approval or their education – teach me, love me, so I can get it right and be a good Pākehā. All that stuff is putting the burden back on Māori yet again. It's up to us to grow up and get a grip on who we are, what we're doing here, and to do it consciously by thinking about those relationships. It requires an openness, a curiosity of who Māori are, what they want, their way of being in the world, instead of constantly being anxious about our mistakes. I guess I want a relaxed, alert openness to Māori politics, Māori history, Māori desires and Māori being. If you want a relationship with somebody, you have to be open.