Dirt by David Vann
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Galen is an emotionally stunted, bulimic ("not eating was a way of punching through this existence") 22-year-old who lives as a sort of bizarre proxy husband to his clingy and smothering mother. Their house is filled with "all the old silver, real silver, an insanity right here in the kitchen" in the isolated shadowlands of a crumbling walnut farm in Sacramento.
Galen thinks he has pristine spiritual beliefs. He strives for the "continuous flow of Samsara" as he listens to tapes of music by new age multi-instrumentalist Kitaro. His reading matter varies from spiritual mumbo jumbo and new age texts The Prophet, Siddhartha, Jonathan Livingston Seagull and Hustler magazine. Galen likes to bang on about his spiritual purity but there's an immense difference between the pure person he views himself as and the person he really is, which is evident by his nasty actions.
There's a heavy sadness which runs through Dirt but Vann has a bit of fun with Galen, a selfish, yet oddly earnest, character. When Galen and his precocious younger cousin Jennifer are having sex, he calls out "my crown chakra is totally open!"
It's impossible not to laugh even though it's a sad situation for both of them to be in - they're both just desperate to have some sort of closeness with anyone.