190kg web model reveals dream to be world's heaviest woman

Lilith the Cenobite. Photo / Twitter

A web model who tips the scales at nearly 190kg reveals how she is paid to fulfil sexual fantasies by gorging on food on camera.

Known as Lilith the Cenobite, the 26-year-old from Azores, Portugal, has gained more than 21st since joining the "feedism" community three years ago.

Now she has her sights set on becoming the world's heaviest woman - a record currently held by someone weighing 286kg.

Lilith, who is a "feedee" and paid to eat, said: "If you're a feedee, it's a fetish involving eating, stuffing, and gaining weight. If you're a feeder, it's a fetish around feeding someone, stuffing them and helping them gain weight.

"I literally don't eat anything at all unless it is provided to me by a feeder. I grew up homeless so food was hard to come by. If someone ever fed me, it was done out of love. I also spent most my life with anorexia, food was this great big forbidden thing that existed just to torment me."

Her attitude towards food changed three years ago when she was diagnosed with a terminal brain condition, hepatic encephalopathy, which is linked to cirrhosis of the liver.

She continued: "So a few years ago when I found out I was terminal, I decided to indulge in my guilty little secret, and eat as much as I possibly could. I want to gain. Break records. Leave behind something historic. My weight gain, weight loss, and weight stagnation are all beyond my control.

"Given that I only eat if, and when someone chooses to feed me, my weight is entirely at the whim of the feedism community. Hopefully I get fed enough to reach my goal. My job is as a web model and video star. Many of my fans watch because they like the fact I keep growing. I've gained almost 21-and-a-half-stone in three years."

The current record for the heaviest living woman is 286kg and the current record for heaviest ever woman is 539kg.

Due to only eating when a feeder provides her with food, Lilith never knows what she is going to eat in a day.

Lilith hit back at people who might criticise her lifestyle and spoke out about body positivity.

"You can't use my health as a reason, because I'm dying in a few years anyway," she said. "You can't use state assistance as a reason because I'm not on it. You can't use my looks as a reason because I'm seen as a goddess to loads of people out there. So there are no valid reasons to complain, just admit you don't like fat people.

"A lot more people are into BBW (Big Beautiful Women) and SSBBW (Super-Sized Big Beautiful Women) than you think. Most just keep it to themselves. There are millions out there who'd love to look like you, or date you."