Lindsay Lohan reportedly called Heath Ledger the "love of (her) life" after discovering he was dead.
Star magazine claims to have obtained a copy of Lohan's diary, which it says included an extract she wrote on January 22, 2008.
"Today Heath died," the magazine says she wrote.
"I'm in love with him. He was the love of my life. He taught me so much, and he was everything I've ever wanted and more.
"I want to hear him laugh and hold me. I crave his touch and care.''