Jade Thirlwall was left fighting in hospital after a battle with anorexia.
The Little Mix star started dramatically losing weight when she lost a close relative but didn't understand how badly she needed help.
Sharing her story in the group's book Our World, she said: "My periods stopped and things were getting out of control but I don't think I really cared about what was happening to me. I felt so depressed at the time that I just wanted to waste away and disappear ...
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"Anorexia is a self-destructive thing and you become stubborn, so when people are trying to tell you something you get it into your head that they're against you and you're not going to listen.