The Bachelor New Zealand runner-up Lily McManus says despite the experience being "bloody weird," she remembers it and her time with Zac fondly.
"You never have to share a boyfriend, that whole concept is weird, everyone knows that," says McManus. "But the experience on the whole; who I met and the family that I made and the man I met, it can't be a bad experience for me because I just got so much from it."
The finale on Sunday night saw Viarni Bright win season three, after Zac Franich told McManus he didn't want to "cage a butterfly".
McManus says the past few days have been a bit like "rubbing salt in the wound", and that despite her carefree attitude throughout the season, Franich's decision did upset her.
"I knew that no matter how much we liked each other, we both wanted something different. At the end of the day him and Viarni wanted the same kind of thing and I couldn't really see myself being that person if I had to compete with that. It wasn't a surprise to me, but it didn't hurt less.