She's just been through the most traumatic experience of her life.
But rather than letting herself fall apart, Kim Kardashian is desperately trying to hold it together - for the sake of her young children, the Daily Mail reports.
"They don't know what is going on, thankfully," a source told Entertainment Tonight. "She tries not to cry in front of North, but it's been tough."
And while Kim and husband Kanye West have flown home with their three-year-old daughter North and baby son Saint, things are far from normal.
"She still gets emotional thinking about the incident," the source said.