Johnny Depp was "as low" as he'd ever been when he faced financial troubles amid his public divorce from ex-wife Amber Heard.
The Pirates of the Caribbean actor has opened up about the tough period of his life early last year when he finalised his divorce on the same day he filed a US$25 million (NZ$36.4m) lawsuit against his business managers The Mandel Company, whom he blamed for the US$40 million debt he was in.
Speaking candidly about that period, he told Rolling Stone magazine: "I was as low as I believe I could have gotten . . . The next step was, 'You're going to arrive somewhere with your eyes open and you're going to leave there with your eyes closed.' I couldn't take the pain every day."
As both sagas were brought into the public eye, Depp, 55, was struggling behind the scenes but put his focus onto other artistic endeavours.
As well as touring with his band The Hollywood Vampires — which also includes Alice Cooper and Aerosmith guitarist Joe Perry — the star also started writing his memoirs using a typewriter.