Celine Dion is struggling to forgive herself for not holding her husband Rene Angelil in her arms as he died.
The superstar lost her longtime manager and husband of 21 years in January following a long battle with cancer.
Dion was not by his side when he took his last breath, and the mother of three admits she will forever regret not being able to grant Angelil's final wish.
"He wanted to die in my arms," she told ABC News in her first TV interview since her tragic loss.
"I cannot live with a regret but this I do. He did not die in my arms but I think he died in my heart."