He may be dockside in San Francisco, but former Rotorua lad Ben Malcolm admits he's been watching the America's Cup racing with his head in his hands, peeking through his fingers.
The 30-year-old has plenty invested in the racing - he's one of those working behind the scenes helping make sure the black boat goes as fast as it possibly can. He's been working as a boat builder for Emirates Team New Zealand for the past four years and is in San Francisco as part of the on-shore team working around the clock as racing heats up.
It's a dream come true for the former Rotorua Lakes High School student - even if he's struggling to watch the racing due to nerves.
"I barely slept the night before the first races ... I just sit on the floor of our media office with my head in my hands watching it through my fingers," he said. "[It's been] seriously awesome racing."
Mr Malcolm said it had been more than a two-year lead-up and had involved a huge team effort which he was proud to be a part of. "Everyone has worked so hard to get here. They are all great people and good friends."