Apart from those at Gallipoli in 2005, I attended my first Anzac Day service in more than 40 years in Rotorua on Thursday.
I guess my non-attendance over that time was a reaction to having to climb out of bed at an ungodly hour of the morning, every year for 10 years, to cover dawn services and later gatherings as a young reporter.
And now I have broken my Anzac drought I find little has changed, except the former servicemen turning out on parade are much, much fewer and much, much older, and there are a lot more children and young people paying tribute.
Back in the day, veterans of both wars turned up in their thousands, marching proudly in step with their fellows under their unit banners. Most of the World War I blokes were getting on a bit, but the World War II men and women were mostly still in their prime.
It was a more intimate affair back then because the survivors of the two wars lived among us. They were our bosses and workmates, our neighbours and storekeepers and school teachers and policemen. Some showed the physical and mental scars of battle or internment; most behaved as if nothing untoward had ever happened to them.