A desperate Rotorua mother has been told by her doctor to consider getting a lung transplant after being hospitalised for the third time this year.
Natalie Wineti has cystic fibrosis — a genetically inherited and terminal condition — but the $330,000-a-year "miracle drug" to treat it, Trikafta, is not funded in New Zealand.
Without that three-pill-a-day option, her days are bookended by "exhausting" 90-minute treatment sessions.
Trikafta is funded in Australia, where Wineti and her husband are considering moving if nothing changes within 12 months.
Wineti was discharged from Rotorua Hospital on Tuesday after spending five days "stuck" getting treatment.
"My life is literally in Pharmac's hands and it's got the power to end the pain and suffering."
Cystic fibrosis produces thick and sticky mucus and mainly affects a person's lungs and digestive system. It affects about 540 people in New Zealand.
Pharmac has Trikafta on its options for investments list and had been in discussions with its supplier Vertex as part of Pharmac's work towards publicly funding the drug.
"There is a miracle drug out there that can help people with cystic fibrosis maintain a quality of life - it's so life-changing.
"It would make a world of difference for everybody with cystic fibrosis because we want to live and grow not just survive. Because that's all we're doing, we're surviving."
She had considered moving to Australia as Trikafta is publicly funded there.
"At the moment, [my husband] and I are giving it a year to see what happens with Pharmac and if nothing progresses, we're going to have to make the move because I can't keep living like this.
"It's not fair that we have to consider a move ... my role as a social worker, I'm out there helping people who are in crisis or in other words saving people who are in crisis. Who's saving me?"
The Australian health system comprises of publically and privately funded health care, with the public system including Medicare, public hospitals and the Pharmaceutical Benefits Scheme (PBS).
Generally, in order to be entitled to Medicare someone must be an Australian citizen or permanent resident, however, Kiwis living permanently in Australia are eligible for it if they can prove they have entered the country long-term or permanently, according to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs and Trade.
New Zealand residents visiting Australia are also entitled to services as public patients in a public hospital for medically necessary treatment and prescription medicines subsidised under the PBS, according to a 2016 New Zealanders in Australia guide on the Parliament of Australia website. Trikafta is on the PBS.
Being in hospital affected her mental health "big time".
"It's hard to be stuck in here. I feel really alone. I feel isolated, but I know I'm in the best place when I am really unwell."
But if Trikafta was funded, she could "live a normal life and do the things I want to do".
In a statement, Pharmac chief executive Sarah Fitt said it understood the substantial health need of living with cystic fibrosis and the health benefits Trikafta offered.
"Trikafta remains a medicine Pharmac would like to fund, subject to available budget.
"We will continue to work closely with Vertex staff to try to find a way forward."
Fitt said Trikafta was on its on our options for investment list, however, the actual ranking on the list was confidential for commercial reasons. This ensured it could negotiate the best prices so more New Zealanders could access the treatments they need.