He has been a lifeguard at the Rotorua Aquatic Centre for 29 years but that may not be enough to save Syd Warena's job.
''What did I do wrong?''
An emotional Warena was still coming to grips with facing redundancy and while his wife Donna had cried and worried about the future ''my tears were in the inside''.
Warena is one of 10 staff members at the public pools whose job has been lost after a Rotorua Lakes Council decision to outsource the management of the aquatic centre.
The 53-year-old father of two has been offered redundancy, redeployment within the council or a new role at Community Leisure Management (CLM).