And yet if I were to have a vote to cast, I would be stuck between voting with my heart and head.
I switch between the "Yes" and the "No" camp with each piece of information I read and person I talk to. I love the idea of an independent Scotland. I love the idea of righting the wrongs that were committed against my ancestors. And I love the idea of one day being able to hold a Scottish passport.
But choosing to separate won't right those wrongs and it will mean changes in every nook and cranny of society, including currency, that no one knows for sure will work out well. A change every three years is vastly different to a change after 300 years - especially when it's irreversible.
Whatever the result it's got people thinking about what their country means to them.