Diane Henare wonders whether her husband might have lived following a heart attack if the family had had access to a defibrillator.
Sandy Henare died last month aged 54 at his Mowhanau Village home despite never having had a problem with his heart before.
Family members administered CPR as best they could, but with the ambulance 30 minutes away in Whanganui, their efforts could not save their loved-one.
"I guess if the village had had a defibrillator it may have saved him. We can't know," Mrs Henare, a village resident and principal at Rutherford Junior High School, said.
She and her family were instrumental in getting the village a defibrillator unit when shortly after Sandy's death the chance came up to win one.