Tonight's international netball test against Australia will draw maximum effort from the Silver Ferns but Kawakawa's Catherine Latu has more to prove than others.
The goal shoot feels the media have focussed more blame on her than others in the team after their painful 20-point beating at the hands of the Aussies less than two weeks ago.
"I seem to be copping a lot of the flak that's out there, it's a team sport but sometimes it doesn't seem that way but maybe that's because I'm outspoken at times," she said.
Her teammates have rallied around her and she said the barbs have come from people who haven't experienced the "select environment" of international netball.
"We're looking to the future and there will be a time where Irene [Van Dyk] and Laura [Langman] won't be around and so we have to try new combinations now and we'll continue to do that," she said.