Much of Nasie Bayley's 19 years have been spent fighting for her life, against a condition so rare she is the only known sufferer in the world.
The Hukerenui woman said she is losing her spark for life and is now reaching out for help - with the financial strain of living on a benefit putting more pressure on her and her mother, Melissa, who cares for her full-time.
Nasie has an enlarged spleen which is growing, caused by high blood pressure in her portal vein, originating from a blood clot which partially closed it. This all stemmed from her congenital condition, a vascular malformation which means veins grow throughout her digestive system. The veins squash her internal organs, causing pain and internal bleeding.
With the next major surgery set down for April 13, Nasie said it does not really feel like there's light at the end of the tunnel.
"I don't really go anywhere now," Nasie said. "I kind of lost all my friends when I left school at 15."