Sometimes it's good to get a thrashing. An old friend used to call it "a humbling". He'd be feeling either that life was too hard, and he needed to build up a bit of resilience or - the obverse; that life was too comfortable and he was taking easy options. He'd take a small bat canoe out from the wild Wellington coast, get trashed around by the freezing washing machine mayhem for a few hours and come back feeling like he had things back in perspective.
This year I've taken a humbling - back teaching in a low-decile school after years of either very small classes or running small businesses. It's hard being an old female canine learning new tricks - especially when the ones teaching you seem to know every trick in the book, not unlike being thrashed around in a small plastic boat underwater and not knowing which way is up.
It's trite to say that I've learnt more than I've taught but it's lamentably true. I've learnt things I can't believe I didn't know and relearnt things I shouldn't have forgotten.
Like: some kids in New Zealand have every single odd running against them, with very few cheerleaders and not much going their way and yet they still turn up to school and still achieve. You don't often hear about these kids or what it is that makes them achieve what they do. I couldn't always say the same for my own outcomes.
Other things like: there are still kids in New Zealand who have no running water in their homes but can still turn up to school in a clean school uniform. I've learnt that the hardest kids are often the most brittle and easily break - tough hides are made not born yet, paradoxically, life can wear their skin very thin. Handle with care.