Fauna had "a touch of post-baby blues", so she thought as she waited for baby-bliss to kick in.
But much as she loved her family, deep in post-natal depression Fauna forgot how to recognise the joy of life. Past traumatic stress and anxiety became knitted into the mix.
Fauna understood what was happening but it took a slightly grumpy, handsome and rock-solid friend called King Arthur to woo her back to happiness and personal strength.
He is one of the intuitive and personable stars of Healing for Horses which helps people with varying degrees of mental illness regain confidence and coping skills. "... I went from a post-natally depressed new mum who couldn't even cope with simple housework to being a working woman, and a healthy, happy mother. It helped me rediscover my can-do attitude," she said.
Early in what is now over a year with H4H, Fauna had to come to terms with unresolved issues about horses. "I lost a horse traumatically when I was 17. The first time I came here I had a massive panic attack. The girl who at 17 was cantering across paddocks and jumping creeks, where had she gone?