I've got no brain for climate woes. What can a single person possibly do anyway?
But a sense of moral and civic obligation trumped my cynical frustration and within days of research, I found so much that is relevant for me and my lifestyle.
Niki Harré set the record right: You have to chop climate change into manageable chunks and find what applies to your own circumstances. "China's emissions are not your problem," she said.
Harré is right. Big picture thinking can easily become overwhelming and spark hopelessness.
People are getting paid to do that job but unfortunately, in our case, New Zealand's leadership didn't cover themselves in glory this year after dropping the ball on their emissions reduction plan.
Despite clear instructions from the independent Climate Change Commission, the Government delayed announcements from late this year to a non-committal date in 2022.
The hesitancy in the Beehive trickles down to local governance level and councils are forced to put climate action policies on the backburner because funding and policies are not put in place.
Some of Northland's leadership, notably the Northland Regional Council, have put in the works and are recognised nationally for their climate endeavours.
But more strong leadership from our politicians is needed to bring climate change to the forefront and offer pathways for agencies, industry and communities to do their bit.
The media has its own responsibility to keep climate change in the public eye and mind – outside of controversial climate summits.
Instead of capitalising on worst-case scenario headlines, media should offer solutions to its readers.
As 12-year-old Noah Hewlett-Coffey of Whangārei said: "Nothing good can come from despair."
Hope, on the other hand, will give us agency and there is plenty of hope out there.
My interviewees spoke of unity and a better future, and it's catching because they have found their role in what they can do to combat climate change.
If you're still unsure what to do, start this Christmas: less food waste, less rubbish, less single-use traps. Ditch the party plastic plates and do the dishes.
Instead of buying lots of cheap toys made in dirty factories overseas, get one Kiwi-craft toy that lasts a lifetime.
Cook enough to feed hungry bellies but don't dish up a 10-course meal if half of it will go to waste. And get a compost bin.
It might sound tiresome and expensive right now, but the price of climate change is unaffordable.