Like so many other New Zealanders, I have a heavy heart this week.
It's hard to try to find something to say following the horrific terrorism event in Christchurch that hasn't already been said and it's hard to truly comprehend the factors that came into play to lead down this road.
I've taken some comfort in attending memorial services, joining others in the community to collectively grieve as well as show solidarity and support.
I'm proud that politicians from most parties have come together to swiftly change our gun laws. And I've been impressed at the determined effort to focus on the victims and their families, alongside encouraging the country to come together using positivity, caring and support to help families, communities and the nation to heal.
It's also heartening to hear some of the conversations that are taking place, having a good look at New Zealand and New Zealanders and questioning levels of racism in our country.