Oh, what a difference a game makes.
The Lions have taken test two 24-21 in dismal Wellington weather. Just how we like it.
It'd be wrong of me to say I feel no allegiance to the All Blacks, because I do.
Every time I see the world's finest sports team prepare to perform the haka I feel proud of my adopted nation. In the way the All Blacks dominate rugby year after year, decade after decade and generation after generation.
But when the Lions arrived for the first time since my arrival in New Zealand, I couldn't harness my loyalty to the red jersey.
The All Blacks' ruthless consistency as the world's best is what made Saturday night even more extraordinary.