I would smile with the positivity of youth at my disposal, my connection to the real events of war that unfolded tempered, by the passing of time, and the imagination of a young child not yet fully aware of the extent of the losses endured.
I would watch as my granddad stood proudly at a dawn service, rubbing my eyes, still half asleep in the early morning chill. Excited to be a part of what seemed like a very special day.
I smiled as I watched the adults around me greet each other, a firm handshake, a pat on the back, a cup of hot coffee with "just a touch of rum" my granddad would laugh.
I smiled at the other children as they too stood next to parents, grandparents, mothers, and fathers, some in glorious uniform.
How proud they must be, I thought, admiring the numerous shiny pieces of coloured metal hanging from their chest.
And now I am grown I watch my children learn, a picture drawn in school of Anzac soldiers. They too, smile from ear to ear, the lines of crayon across their faces showing the disposition of children growing up in a country where we are free. Free to love, laugh, and free to smile.
I extend my arms, the same way I have done 1000 times before, the little feet running towards me ready to jump into my arms again, but on this day I smile because my granddad came home. He had a family. A chance to love, laugh and smile.
I'm here because he came home, and that has been denied to so many. That is why . . .
They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old: Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn. At the going down of the sun and in the morning, We will remember them.
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